I need you

this night feel so cold
Like my heart, so numb

I think I know why this is so hurt
But I'm not the person who love to publish all of my problem

I'm a stupid woman
Sometimes knowing the truth doesn't make it easier to sleep at night.
Confused. Nightmare.
Sometimes, i feel proud of my self for being able to stand strong for such a long time.
Yes, stupid but strong. It's me

Pain makes me stronger. Tears makes me braver. Heartbreak makes me wiser.
So thank the past :)
But now I'm really sad

I'm crying
Can you hear me ?
I need you tonight
I say it again and again
"If you leave me tonight, I'll wake up alone"
Get well soon for you
I'm okay.